April 12, 2010

Langhorne Slim - Say Yes

Been a while since I’ve been here. In that time I’ve forgotten about this year’s promise to myself and it’s proven pretty crushing. Chasing my tail and living in my head. As a matter of fact, I can look at this blog and even see where my mental state has been since Feb or so. Lots of arm waving. You see, I’ve been living my life around someone else. Trying, trying so hard, to get noticed and it’s just not happening. It’s hard to say yes when you’re busy breaking your own heart. I mean, I can’t blame anyone except myself because I’m the one who was convinced I had a shot. What is it that they say, never make someone a priority when they only make you an option. I don’t even know if I even amounted to that. Shoe’s on the other foot this time around, I guess. 

So it’s time to move on. Time to take back my life and back to flying solo. I need to heal up some and get back to the business of Y-E-S.